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a couple of nights ago I was looking through my old favorited videos on youtube and these are the absolute best!

hysterical blindness

aah sylar is such a cutie pie

he makes my tummy flutter

cards for carly

I change my mind. I love Carly's friends.

1,2,3 not only you and me, got 180 degrees and I'm caught in between counting

went to work today.

it wasn't terrible. ce n'est pas terrible.

I'm in pain though. my legs, feet, and back are all killing me

i want coffee

but its 11:30 at night so that might be out of the question.

I made a mk&a collage for my desktop. yaaaay!

I still have yet to do my homework. tomorrow im going to the city to see the blue man group and then going to rolling tones, and then on monday carly's having her bday party and then HEROES!!!

I don't know where homework fits into that.

and reading. I really want to finish catcher in the rye.

and then get on bonjour tristesse.

and then 1984, because I never read it last year (stupid Mr. Mayo. I didn't learn shit.)

what should I wear tomorrow?

I never actually posted pictures from my L.A. trip... so here they are!

best vegan place ever

set of the mexico scene in heroes season 2

mexico scene again

view from the plane

famous Pink's hotdogs

My idols' star

me & carly w/ michael jackson's star

you can see the hollywood sign in the distance

harry potter cast's hand & foot and wand prints

miss spears' star

Here I am with all the pleasures of the first world layed out for me, who am I to break down?

omg you guyyyss!! Happy Heroes day! I have to go to monday night choir from 7 to 9 (fml) but I'm DVRing it so I can watch it right after I get home.

I'm soooooo excited!

seven layers

Today, I had seven layer cake. There were only six layers. I may have to file a complaint.

Just got home from my cousins house. fun times, fun times.

I also made a youtube video! My very first singing/guitar vid. I don't know how to play the guitar, but I can do some chords, so thats what I did. while singing. yaaay!

Two days till heroes!! Well, until I DVR it and then have to watch it AFTER monday night choir. ughhhh! I'm gonna get back at nine, and then watch it till 11 (almost)? and then have to get ready for bed. how will I fit in my nightly facebook/9th/blog/twitter/tumblr ritual? My parents are not going to be ok with that. Know what I think? I think it's MY responsibility to go to sleep when I so choose and wake up in the morning. If I go to bed late, and then I'm tired the next day, it's MY own fault and I'll learn a lesson. If they don't let me stay up past 11:30, I'll never learn my lesson. I'm SIXTEEN, I should be able to choose my own bedtime, right?

Speaking of (well, you know, teenage freedom issues), I rode my bike to trailview the other day. It's like, this nature path that nobody really goes to unless they're like, jogging or whatever. And it's in the next town over because my town has no nature. It's just flat and bland. Anyway, I went because I just needed to get away from everything (pshh, like there's ANYTHING going on in my life right now... although that might be the underlaying problem. I may have to look into that) and I figured the woods would be the perfect sanctuary. And it was. I was so happy and serene after. Plus, getting there and getting back took a long time, so I ended up bike riding for two hours. Riding for a long time = exercise = calories burned!! So I come home, and like two minutes later my mom comes home from work while I'm making a salad. I told her I went to trailview (mistake.) and she was like "ummm... really? umm" so then when my dad came home my mom's like "Tell Daddy where you rode today" and I'm like "Umm... trailview?" and he got all mad and said I could be hurt, so then I'm like "It's alright- I have my phone!" and then he's like "someone could kidnap you!" and I'm like "I'm on a bike. That would be rather hard to do" (What was I thinking? "Well, It would be a good story to tell at thanksgiving!"). So now I'm not allowed to go to trailview. I mean, I WOULD go anyway, but ehh I'm not a liar. I don't do that. So now I have to find a NEW tranquil place. Trailview, you were good while you lasted!

One of my friends has a problem. She thinks this guy might like her, because he's showing the signs and he gets jealous whenever she talks to other guys. Anyway, she wants to know what to do and I said I'd help her. So I need to think of some way to test it and then get him to admit it without her saying "admit it, you like me. now ask me out" and putting her in a veunerable position.

You know how people are like, "my friend" this and "my friend" that, but by "my friend" they actually mean themselves? well this is not the case here. It's actually my friend. These things don't happen to me, unfortunately. I think this problem, MY problem, is a little bigger. *sigh*

Ick.

Anyway, I gave my friend some advice (those who can't do teach, right?). Look at the whole situation through rose colored glasses. It's only high school- in life, are you really going to remember every bit of petty drama (or in my case, lack thereof)? Jessica Alba had no friends in high school and boys didn't like her, and NOW look at her! (except I have friends. and I DID have a boyfriend for like, a week but he was an immature idiot who didn't know how to have a girlfriend. and before that was a guy who was waaay too clingy and obsessive, which was weird. But they don't count.)

I'm going to end this post on a high note by saying I'm absolutely obsessed with the song Major Tom by Peter Schilling. I might arrange it for accapella. OOH and I have my first Rolling Tones rehearsal tomorrow! I'm exciteeeddddd!

we all long to belong, we all need to be needed

guess what? there's a week till heroes!

... just had to get it off my chest.

Bodies touching, mind's corrupted 'cause my mind is in the gutter

EEEP! totally just made this! I worked so hard on it!

You know you're obsessed with heroes when...

You hand this in as your law homework:

I don't remember how it started and I don't know how to stop, but everytime I reach the bottom something pulls me right back to the top - Little Boots

This is my desktop background. I really hope that, although sylar has lost his memories and is trapped as "nathan" at the moment, we will still be seeing a lot of Zachary Quinto on heroes. Because I love him.

holy fuck. ohhhhh my god. no words.

oh my god. holy shit holy shit holy SHIT!!!

I can't even explain this episode of heroes in words.

maybe I'll do an interpretive dance?

An "omg sylar's trapped in nathan's memories in sylar's body which is shifted into nathan's because nathan was killed by sylar" dance. 

or maybe not a dance at all.

maybe I'll just sit on my bed and ferociously post on 9th wonders.

yeah. that sounds about right.

a real-life FML

"Hypothetically, if you used your superhuman powers to turn yourself into ice but then you got shot and shattered into a million pieces which then melted down into the sewer, when you reformed, would you look like you did before you froze and shattered or would you look more like a Picasso painting?" - A question me & vib asked mr. adelburg during chem class.

My Fish Died.

had another one of those nervous breakdowns today. not because of Ginny the Fish, of course, but the fact that she died while I was crying about being stressed to my parents was somewhat unsettling.

On Sunday (or maybe it was saturday. I forget) I went on a "shopping extravaganza"!! Not that an excessive amount of items were bought or anything- I only bought 3 things. It was only extravaganzamentatious because everything was so amazingly cheap!

Steve Madden flats - $25 @ tj maxx

Acid Wash Jeans- $12.99 @ tj maxx. Yes, you read correctly. 12 fucking 99!!!

Lace Leggings - $12.99 @ Target

And here was the outfit I wore today:
I didn't want my face in it though, because my eyes are still red and puffy.

I think I'm gonna make a cup of tea and watch the last episode of heroes again.

Some days I'm a super bitch

Ok, so I was on this 9th wonders heroes message board (don't judge me! stop laughing this MINUTE!) and there was this thread about costumes. "Why don't any of them wear costumes?" It's a good question! If you're flying around, beating up bad guys, make fire in your hands and reading minds, wouldn't you wear a costume to at least hide your identity? I replied "If i discovered I has superpowers, I would run to American Apparel and go on a mad spandex shopping spree!"

Soooo.... Here's what I'd wear if I got super powers:

update

It's monday. There's no new Heroes. FML.

viva la libertad- a friend

Heroes update

alright, last night I meant to do a recap, but I was too tired. so here goes...

It started off with claire getting popcorn out of the microwave...blah blah blah doyle was there and he asked her for help bc rebel sent him to her and she said no (the GN was really sad, btw. anywhoo...). Claire gets a job at Sam's comics because she's pretty. and then she ends up helping doyle in the end. That's basically claire's part of this episode.

Matt, with Nathan's help and a little help from rebel, sucessfully turns off (can't think of the real word) the bomb. That was a pretty intense scene.

Danko is starting to think that Nathan has abilities so he's talking to everyone nathan knows about him. He goes to tracy who covers for him only by saying "he's lousy in bed". Angela says he was he odd one out in the Petrelli family- she tells Danko Nathan was the one born without powers. HRG pretends not to know anything. Danko ends up throwing nathan out a window and then witnesses him flying to save himself.

Hiro and Ando find out Matt has a kid he doesn't know about.

And now for one of the main reasons I watch heroes- sylar. He goes to his dad's house expecting a fight (and, I hate to be a killjoy but the scene where he meets him sounds very VERY scripted. "It is I, Gabriel, your son!" "Is that so?" "It is so!" and then he goes on like "you left me and killed my mother! prepare to die!". Not the best writing I've watched) and since Sampson Grey has cancer he's just like "Oh screw it! Kill me, gabe. I'm dying any day now anyway". Then sylar kills a bunny. When sampson realizes sylar can regenerate (in an equally, over-dramatic bad writing kind of way in which sylar raises his hand dramatically in the air and looks at it, dramatically) Sampson's hunger comes back, but his powers don't work on sylar because sylar is too badass to be used powers on. Sylar leaves the dad like, "Now you must die alone with your cancer" etc. Currently, Sylar is in a hallway of Danko's apartment. Even though I know they're going to team up in an episode or two, I really think sylar should cut that asshole up.

That's it. It was a good episode.

twitter

just joined twitter. its absolutely ridiculous!
totally in the mood to post really short posts
and not in complete sentences

heroes was incredible- more on that tomorrow
just found out blake lively's a heroes fan
im in a good mood

no outfit post or news post today
HAHA IM IN THE HUGEST TWITTER MOOD RIGHT NOWW!

Listen to the wind blow, watch the sunrise, run in the shadows, damn your love

shirt and headband- h&m, jeans- lucky, tank- 2 cute, ugg boots

I have two new favorite songs:

1) Fleetwood Mac- The chain
Now I am not a big country music person- the only country songs I have ever liked in my life are a couple of Nickleback songs (because my best friend likes Nickelback) and Wake up Wendy by Elton John, and I'm not sure if E.J. could even count as a country singer. But when I heard this song on Heroes (yeah, I get it. Enough with the heroes) I was like "wow, that really fits the mood of the scene!" You dont love me now / you will never love me again / I can still hear you saying / you will never break the chain. and now I really like the song. It's sad.

2) Feeling Good- Muse
There have been a whole bunch of different versions of this, but Muse's version is my favorite. I think it kind of sounds a little like 20's stripper music. It kind of makes you want to hop on a pole! I can play it on the guitar too, and its so much fun! I recorded a video of myself playing it and singing but I'm not posting it.

"Mommy? Mommy?"

Is this not the cutest kid you've ever seen!!?? His name is Joshua Rush and he played young Sylar in a flashback on Heroes on monday (an episode which was absolutely INCREDIBLE)
It's a repressed memory Sylar had where he witnesses his own father selling him and then killing his mother. Ouch. It was really emotional.