In about three or four years, I'm going to be SO embarrassed of this blog.

I was reading an old xanga I had in 6th grade, and I was cringing the entire time.

WoRdS wErE wRiTtEn LyKeE tHiSs and I used words like "HoTt" and "SmExyYy!"

I don't think I have ever been more embarrassed in my entire life.

I know that in a couple of years, if I don't use this blog anymore (something I'm guessing will be inevitable), I'll look back at this time in my life and think "oh my fucking god what a LOSER!!" I'll go through my many MANY posts involving star trek and wonder, "why was I writing about all this on a public blog?" I'll go back even farther and think, "why did I take a picture of myself dressed like that? did I think it looked good?"

I mean, I guess being a quasi-quirky-freak is better than being an immature 6th grade poser, right?