Ke$ha - Coming Unglued

by FAR her best song. this is what her voice really sounds like when its not being covered up by all that autotune crap

I'm not a creeper. I'm not a creeper.

i just went on this morphing website where you can put in pictures and see what the babies would look like. My baby with Anton was the prettiest.

It's obviously meant to be.

the Anton Yelchin obsession has begun!!

***BONUS!! He's jewish!!

picspam

In about three or four years, I'm going to be SO embarrassed of this blog.

I was reading an old xanga I had in 6th grade, and I was cringing the entire time.

WoRdS wErE wRiTtEn LyKeE tHiSs and I used words like "HoTt" and "SmExyYy!"

I don't think I have ever been more embarrassed in my entire life.

I know that in a couple of years, if I don't use this blog anymore (something I'm guessing will be inevitable), I'll look back at this time in my life and think "oh my fucking god what a LOSER!!" I'll go through my many MANY posts involving star trek and wonder, "why was I writing about all this on a public blog?" I'll go back even farther and think, "why did I take a picture of myself dressed like that? did I think it looked good?"

I mean, I guess being a quasi-quirky-freak is better than being an immature 6th grade poser, right?

how sad! I've really let this blog go!

I had the worst/best day ever. I had to suffer through six hours of all-county choir rehearsal, and I met someone amazing.

I should probably be more chill right now, but I'm too busy freaking out about what I'm going to wear tomorrow

It's been a while since I've posted

and my life has gotten a little complicated. in a bad way. nothing staci can't help me with!

I just watched search for spock. i liked it better than wrath or khan! people say the only good trek movies are the even numbered ones, but I loved #3.

I also love the Binghampton Crosbys. They are TOO cute- I like them because they look like REAL men (unlike most of my choir kids), and their voices sound like sex. When they sing, it gives me the same affect as when zq talks. beautiful.

speaking of a cappella, I had my night of a cappella the other day.

u guise. guise. srsly.

its TWENTY-TEN, by the way.

not TWO-THOUSAND-AND-TEN thats just fucking obnox. kay?

we called it EIGHTEEN TEN

we called it NINETEEN TEN

now its fucking TWENTY TEN.

DEAL, FOLKS.

I think Anton Yelchin is more in my age bracket and I therefore... have a better chance?

If I ever become famous, that is. He's a cutie. He's only 21 (a big difference from ZQ's 32... even though its really not. 32 isn't that old) and he's russian. like legit.

I have to watch Charlie Bartlett now.

maybe I'll do it tomorrow night.

oh by the way, heroes was fucking amazing. sylar half-naked for an extended period of time makes for a very good episode and a very happy Paige.

bonne nouvelle annee!

Today was New Years Eve.

I feel like I have nothing to blog about since I've been using tumblr so much.

It's like, I'll pour my heart into tumblr and then there's nothing left to post here, you know?

anyway, new years resolutions. I put then on tumblr already but why not post here too?

• exercise more. also, get hollywood-pretty by the end of the year. *
• fall in love with someone who actually knows I exist
• start dressing better
• stop being right all the time and listen to other people
• get better grades in school and take college apps seriously
• drink more water & eat healthier

* Oh did I mention the nose job is happening??!! The end of August like yeah!!

Ok. So. Last night I slept over at Amanda's house and we watched Step Brothers and Pineapple Express. The latter was a movie that was the kind that kinda made you WANT to smoke pot. just saying. not that i'd do it.

Today I went out to dinner with the Wolkenbrods and we got ribs and mac & cheese and all that good stuff.

Tomorrow I'm going to the gym during the day, then in the evening going over to Aaron's house with Staci and we're watching Wrath of Khan.

Saturday I'm seeing Nine with Leslie & Staci.

Sunday I better get the fuck on my homework because I barely even started.

alright, I can NOT believe I only have one episode of Trek left. EVER.

I just watched the second to last episode. The one right before the SERIES FINALE!!! holyyy shit! I'm going to Aaron's house on friday and we're watching the Motion Picture & Wrath of Khan.

Shitt I can't believe it's all over so fast!

I really don't want to watch any of those weird spinoff things. Star Trek is an optimistic series satiring the culture of the 60's (such as segregation) and convincing the masses that it is peace and negotiations, NOT war, that will save us all. But things like The Next Generation are there for the hard core trekkies who enjoy sequels and more sequels.

I'm a fan of the characters and the themes, not the franchise in general! I feel as if I have accompanied Kirk and Spock and McCoy and the rest of the crew through good times and bad, ups and downs, trials and tribulations (and tribbleations!). I could care less about the rest of starfleet. FUCK THEM.

I know I just went on a rant about Star Trek, but in my opinion it was in a totally un-nerdy way.

Which reminds me, I was in the city the other day and I got these sick lace leggings and this really cool ring. Its like, a big purple stone.

AVATAR WAS REALLY GOOD BY THE WAY

I saw it today. VERY cool.

hells yes!

just got one look up

imma have staci take pictures of my from now on so they don't look so unprofessional

narc by interpol is a really good song.

just saying.

its really hard to believe that I only have two episodes of Star Trek left. TWO. wow wow wow.

can't fucking WAIT for wrath of khan, though.

omigosh have I mentioned I got invited to lookbook? oh, well I did!

alright, so....

A while ago, I made this Zachary Quinto collage for my desktop background on my computer. It's still there, and it is a very beautiful collage. Anyway, after I made it, I decided to post it on tumblr. No reason, I just felt like putting up the picture. It was nice, you know?

So today, about 2 or 3 weeks later, I saw that I had a new follower! Her username was Sisterspock and she had probably discovered me after I reblogged a photo she posted. About 10 minutes later, I realized that my tumblarity had SKYROCKETED.

I thought to myself, "Self, what could have possibly made your tumblarity rise to such an extent?" I scrolled down the page and realized that people "Like"d my collage! How could that be? I had only about 4 followers! I continued to scroll down the page, and much to my surprise, I realized that DailyZQPhoto, the best ZQ fan tumblr on the entire website, had REBLOGGED MY FUCKING COLLAGE! She reblogged it from Sisterspock, who reblogged it from me.

I was freaking out for a good 5 minutes. A collage that I made was posted on DailyZQPhoto!

Here's proof:

Looking back, I realize that this is probably the nerdiest post I have EVER posted. And I have posted some pretty nerdy things. (see the starfleet mug, the nerdy stream of consciousness at a bar mitzvah, and my endless trek/heroes drivel)

woah

omg omg omg this is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my entire life.

amazing pradas.

shoes. shoes. shoes. omg shoes. lets get some shoes.

After a long, boring day of school and then another two dull hours of drama, I was disappointed to have to go home and do the mundane task of writing out choir cards. Then my mom texted me to tell me that my cousins from florida, who were in town, were coming to visit! I was INSANELY excited. I put away the cards and got ready (getting ready = cleaning my room to the point of OCDness).

Then they came. Hailey, the cousin whose a little older than me, showed me pictures of her boyfriend and friends on myspace, and I have come to the conclusion that people in Florida are better looking than New Yorkers. A lot of her friends are models, and she herself had modeled for Abercrombie and Hollister! She's 5'6 and 116- I'm insanely jealous.

She's the brunette standing next to me. In the picture, she looks shorter, but she's actually taller than me. (iCarly in the background = win)

When the cousins left and the house was still again, I went upstairs and watched the latest episode of Family Guy on Hulu. They made Big Bang Theory references- one of my FAVORITE shows- so I was thrilled. =D

Oh, and today I got my grade back for a test I KNEW I was going to fail. I mean, I did "eenie meenie miney mo" for EVERY SINGLE QUESTION. Lucky me, I guess.

would you like an apple pie with that?

Yesterday, I was sick. I think it was food poisoning from this gross jelly doughnut I ate, because my cousin dennis also got sick and he was at the same family hanukkah party where the doughnuts were given out. I was like, throwing up and everything. It was bad. I stayed home from school (obviously)

I went back to sleep and woke up at like 11 or so, and then I went downstairs and watched "Sixteen Candles" with my mom, and then came back upstairs and watched the entire first season of Big Bang Theory again. It's still just as funny, and now I actually understand a lot of the allusions.

Then I read my new issue of Cosmopolitan and then went to bed.

This morning I woke up and I was fine, so I went to school.

I missed a bunch of notes from history yesterday so I couldn't take the test. I didn't study anyway, so that was kind of a blessing. I'm taking the test tomorrow.

Then apparently I had a french quiz I didn't know about, so I told my teacher I didn't have my books to study with when I was sick so I'm taking that tomorrow.

I missed a lab in physics so I made it up 9th period. Well, my lab partners basically did the work and then I copied it down, pretending to give helpful suggestions so it would look like I was doing something.

And apparently I have a vocab test tomorrow too. 80 questions. funnn.

After school was over, I had to go to the Senior Citizen's Tea and sing with noteworthy, and you know thats always a joy [/sarcasm]

I really want to quit noteworthy. I'm finished. I HATE it. I just want to be in one group: The Rolling Tones. They're fun- we all have fun when we're at tones rehearsal. NW rehearsal makes me want to shoot myself in the face. With a phaser set to kill.

So I came home from school and went out to pizza with my dad. Then I studied my ass off and then went downstairs to get my free music from Urban Outfitters' "free music monday". I also downloaded Magical Mystery Tour which for some weird reason, I didn't have before. And some weird Jefferson Starship song (not the one they sang on Sing-Off).

I was wearing a really cute outfit today though!

on the first day of hanukkah my parents gave to me...

PRESENTS!

we open all of our gifts on the first day, like christmas.