alright, I can NOT believe I only have one episode of Trek left. EVER.

I just watched the second to last episode. The one right before the SERIES FINALE!!! holyyy shit! I'm going to Aaron's house on friday and we're watching the Motion Picture & Wrath of Khan.

Shitt I can't believe it's all over so fast!

I really don't want to watch any of those weird spinoff things. Star Trek is an optimistic series satiring the culture of the 60's (such as segregation) and convincing the masses that it is peace and negotiations, NOT war, that will save us all. But things like The Next Generation are there for the hard core trekkies who enjoy sequels and more sequels.

I'm a fan of the characters and the themes, not the franchise in general! I feel as if I have accompanied Kirk and Spock and McCoy and the rest of the crew through good times and bad, ups and downs, trials and tribulations (and tribbleations!). I could care less about the rest of starfleet. FUCK THEM.

I know I just went on a rant about Star Trek, but in my opinion it was in a totally un-nerdy way.

Which reminds me, I was in the city the other day and I got these sick lace leggings and this really cool ring. Its like, a big purple stone.

AVATAR WAS REALLY GOOD BY THE WAY

I saw it today. VERY cool.

hells yes!

just got one look up

imma have staci take pictures of my from now on so they don't look so unprofessional

narc by interpol is a really good song.

just saying.

its really hard to believe that I only have two episodes of Star Trek left. TWO. wow wow wow.

can't fucking WAIT for wrath of khan, though.

omigosh have I mentioned I got invited to lookbook? oh, well I did!

alright, so....

A while ago, I made this Zachary Quinto collage for my desktop background on my computer. It's still there, and it is a very beautiful collage. Anyway, after I made it, I decided to post it on tumblr. No reason, I just felt like putting up the picture. It was nice, you know?

So today, about 2 or 3 weeks later, I saw that I had a new follower! Her username was Sisterspock and she had probably discovered me after I reblogged a photo she posted. About 10 minutes later, I realized that my tumblarity had SKYROCKETED.

I thought to myself, "Self, what could have possibly made your tumblarity rise to such an extent?" I scrolled down the page and realized that people "Like"d my collage! How could that be? I had only about 4 followers! I continued to scroll down the page, and much to my surprise, I realized that DailyZQPhoto, the best ZQ fan tumblr on the entire website, had REBLOGGED MY FUCKING COLLAGE! She reblogged it from Sisterspock, who reblogged it from me.

I was freaking out for a good 5 minutes. A collage that I made was posted on DailyZQPhoto!

Here's proof:

Looking back, I realize that this is probably the nerdiest post I have EVER posted. And I have posted some pretty nerdy things. (see the starfleet mug, the nerdy stream of consciousness at a bar mitzvah, and my endless trek/heroes drivel)

woah

omg omg omg this is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my entire life.

amazing pradas.

shoes. shoes. shoes. omg shoes. lets get some shoes.

After a long, boring day of school and then another two dull hours of drama, I was disappointed to have to go home and do the mundane task of writing out choir cards. Then my mom texted me to tell me that my cousins from florida, who were in town, were coming to visit! I was INSANELY excited. I put away the cards and got ready (getting ready = cleaning my room to the point of OCDness).

Then they came. Hailey, the cousin whose a little older than me, showed me pictures of her boyfriend and friends on myspace, and I have come to the conclusion that people in Florida are better looking than New Yorkers. A lot of her friends are models, and she herself had modeled for Abercrombie and Hollister! She's 5'6 and 116- I'm insanely jealous.

She's the brunette standing next to me. In the picture, she looks shorter, but she's actually taller than me. (iCarly in the background = win)

When the cousins left and the house was still again, I went upstairs and watched the latest episode of Family Guy on Hulu. They made Big Bang Theory references- one of my FAVORITE shows- so I was thrilled. =D

Oh, and today I got my grade back for a test I KNEW I was going to fail. I mean, I did "eenie meenie miney mo" for EVERY SINGLE QUESTION. Lucky me, I guess.

would you like an apple pie with that?

Yesterday, I was sick. I think it was food poisoning from this gross jelly doughnut I ate, because my cousin dennis also got sick and he was at the same family hanukkah party where the doughnuts were given out. I was like, throwing up and everything. It was bad. I stayed home from school (obviously)

I went back to sleep and woke up at like 11 or so, and then I went downstairs and watched "Sixteen Candles" with my mom, and then came back upstairs and watched the entire first season of Big Bang Theory again. It's still just as funny, and now I actually understand a lot of the allusions.

Then I read my new issue of Cosmopolitan and then went to bed.

This morning I woke up and I was fine, so I went to school.

I missed a bunch of notes from history yesterday so I couldn't take the test. I didn't study anyway, so that was kind of a blessing. I'm taking the test tomorrow.

Then apparently I had a french quiz I didn't know about, so I told my teacher I didn't have my books to study with when I was sick so I'm taking that tomorrow.

I missed a lab in physics so I made it up 9th period. Well, my lab partners basically did the work and then I copied it down, pretending to give helpful suggestions so it would look like I was doing something.

And apparently I have a vocab test tomorrow too. 80 questions. funnn.

After school was over, I had to go to the Senior Citizen's Tea and sing with noteworthy, and you know thats always a joy [/sarcasm]

I really want to quit noteworthy. I'm finished. I HATE it. I just want to be in one group: The Rolling Tones. They're fun- we all have fun when we're at tones rehearsal. NW rehearsal makes me want to shoot myself in the face. With a phaser set to kill.

So I came home from school and went out to pizza with my dad. Then I studied my ass off and then went downstairs to get my free music from Urban Outfitters' "free music monday". I also downloaded Magical Mystery Tour which for some weird reason, I didn't have before. And some weird Jefferson Starship song (not the one they sang on Sing-Off).

I was wearing a really cute outfit today though!

on the first day of hanukkah my parents gave to me...

PRESENTS!

we open all of our gifts on the first day, like christmas.

lookbook

^I x3 sweaters

^did i mention how much i x3 sweaters?

^more sweatery goodness!

^ she looks like a hippie

^mk has those sunglasses

^loove the rings

I LOVE GLEE

this guy is like, really cute.

yeah so I'm pretty sure this obsession's been going on for more than a year.

Directions:

1) Click HERE

2) Click on Zachary Quinto's face

3) Wait till you see the check mark

4) refresh the page and repeat

these words define my life right now.

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high

I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you

Tattoo your name across my heart so it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you

making a splash

I got some sick photos.

Some may say I need to be afraid of losing everything

I was trying to take a photo for lookbook so that I could join, but I got distracted.

Things I Want

• Beatles Posters
• Coffee table books
• Something to plug my record player into
• The Revolver album
• Grey ankle boots
• Purple high-top converse
• Acting lessons
• A guitar case
• Curtains for my windows
• a lomography camera
• itunes gift cards

Second Choir Laser Tag (only THIS year I actually have friends)

It seems like just yesterday that I was frolicking around in my black juicy sweatpants and slutty tank top taking "look-at-me-i'm-so-hardcore-i'm-holding-a-gun-but-its-actually-a-fake-one-from-a-videogame" pictures just like these.

Only that was last year. and this is this year.

They re-did the course kind of, but that same college guy was there working it. he had a brother last time, but this time the brother wasn't there.

Also, this year I was thrilled to note that our laser guns were called "phasers".

I was disappointed to find that we no longer needed to "energize".

It was fun.

I really want to write a book

this sounds like a drunk tweet. but its not.