mk&a

I have recently become obsessed with mary kate & ashley olsen...

mary kate is so beautiful! This is what I aspire to!

this is the kind of dress I want for my sister's bat mitzvah

oh, and by the way, see that hair? I want it.

dressing room photoshoot- bloomingdales

I'm going a-shoppin'

I vow to go shopping this weekend. these are the things I will buy.

CHRIS: I have a big word for you: anomaly! ZACH: actually, that was in the script. it doesn't count <33

I really need to buckle down on this whole diet thing. soon enough, I'm going to need to start dieting.

today I had:

english muffin

turkey sandwich

grapes

string cheese

more grapes

dairy-free cookies

and my dad's making tacos for dinner. 

ughh I have a headache, and my arm still hurts. the reason I ate the cookies is because i thought I thought my headache was from hunger so I just ate the first thing i picked up. turns out the headache ISN'T from hunger, which means I ate the cookies for nothing. =[ fml. i'm not in a good mood.

Heres what I plan to eat tomorrow:

raisin bran

salad

salad

salad

possibly some kind of protein

I wanna look like an Olsen (not when MK was anorexic, i mean how they look now. skinny but healthy). That means no more cookies for me- they're 75 calories each.

you better think twice- your train of thought will be altered, so if you must falter be wise

weird day. not a very good one.

I had cramps all day today

2 tests- french & health

then I went to the dr. and got 2 shots- one in each arm [just a tad pissed about that- my stupid doctor put the shot that bruises in my right arm, which is the main arm I use. now it hurts]

then I had conf class

then I got cramps again and went home

then I studied.

then I found out I didn't get the solo in a cappella I wanted. [now I'm even more pissed]

why can't heroes start again now? It's days like these where I really need some ZQ to cheer me up

EDIT: oh yeah. and now I have to wait till FRIDAY to see trek again. NOT thursday. ughh

vocabulary

I hate health homework. I really do. The questions are so uncomfortable to answer.

"#5. How does an erection differ from an ejaculation"

ummmm... how do I write that on my homework? I think I'm gonna leave that one blank.

*my mind flits to thoughts of zachary quinto. it always does when I'm doing health homework like this...

Doesn't doing health homework make you want to go out and have unprotected sex? or is that just me...

is it just me...

or has disney been getting really stylish lately?

You know you're obsessed with heroes when...

You hand this in as your law homework:

OMG

OHHHH MY FUCKING GOD THAT WAS THE MOST AMAZING MOVIE I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!! ZQ IS SO HOT AND THE MOVIE WAS FANTASTIC AND INTENSE AND FILMED BEAUTIFULLY AND I'M INSANELY JEALOUS OF UHURA BC SPOCK WAS HOOKING UP W/ HER. SERIOUSLY THOUGH. AMAZING. INCREDIBLE. FANTASTIC.

I'm seeing it again with my dad in a couple of days. Probably thursday, bc there's no school.

not fair

how does one go about becoming this beautiful? I need to find out soon. maybe it's the eye makeup? I'm going to zoom in and attempt that.

FINALLY

SEEING STAR TREK TODAY!!!! ZQ <333333

YOUR SUMMER SOUNDTRACK

All of the Jonas Brothers made a 10-song playlist for Seventeen magazine and wrote the reasons why they chose each song. I'm jealous, so I'm gonna do the same.

1. "Mass Romantic"- The New Pornographers

This is a really fun, dance-y song and its really catchy. I also love the guitar chords in the background.

2. "Good Girls Go Bad"- Cobra Starship ft. Leighton Meester.

Again, another good song to dance to. It's fun to blast.

3. "U Can't Touch This" - MC Hammer

Need I even explain? This song is a classic!

4. "Jai Ho (You are my Destiny)"- Pussycat Dolls

This song gets stuck in your head. ALLLLLL day.

5. "Halo"- Beyonce

I feel so weird putting all these pop songs on a playlist, but this song just has this beautiful sadness about it. Idk why. It's supposed to be happy but it makes me tear up.

6. "I need a Hero"- Bonnie Tyler.

I do. Need a hero, that is.

7. "Mystery Lights" - Uh Huh Her

It's really pretty. The piano and everything- its very soothing and calming. Almost TOO soothing, to the point where there must be something lurking and you get nervous for what's behind the facade.

that was deep.  almost TOO deep.

8. "The Fear" - Lily Allen

I can really connect to the lyrics. Lily Allen does it again. Strumming my pain with her fingers, singing my life with her words, as the Fugees would have put it.

How far would I be willing to push myself? What are my moral limits?

9. "Cheated Hearts" - The Yeah Yeah Yeahs

This is just a really good song. 

10. "Mathematics" - Little Boots

I'm never going to get over this one. The lyrics are ones I wish I could have thought up before she did, and the pulsing music in the background is just so cool- I wish I played the tenori-on!

u can't touch this

my my my my music hits me so hard 

makes me say, "oh my lord"!
thank you for blessing me

with a mind to rhyme and two hype feet

it feels good when you know you're down

a super dope homeboy from the oaktown

and I am known as such

this is a beat, uh, you can't touch

stop. hammer time.

I keep my eyes wide open all the time, I keep a close watch on this heart of mine

Yes, it has happened again. My dad leaves for switzerland for work and all of a sudden, the house starts to fall apart again.

1) there was a bug in my mom's room. the big, crunchy kind. I had to kill it with a magazine and then hit it repeatedly with a wooden stick so that it would stay dead.

2) The internet broke. For 2 full days, I had no internet. I called my friend ben for help and he told me to unplug and replug the router. It worked, thankfully.

3) my mom gets sick. she thought she had strep. I doubted it. her throat still hurts.

4) Star Trek comes out, featuring my one true love (Zachary Quinto) and I have no daddy to drive me and my friends. Hopefully he'll be home next saturday to drive one way to the IMAX THEATER BC WE MIGHT SEE IT IN IMAX WOOOOOO!!!

playing dress up

I decided to give a big middle finger to fashion today. When I picked out my outfit, after a second of looking at it I realized I was dressed in head-to-toe abercrombie. yes, abercrombie. Then I got a new dress-up idea: I'm going to dress like a 6th grader today!

So I took out my tiffany necklace and looked for my birkenstocks (I couldn't find them, so I ended up wearing flip flops) and if I had a coach bag (not the cute kind, the ugly kind with the fabric with the C's printed all over it) I would be wearing it too!

I didn't actually wear the uggs, but I thought it would be funny to try them on.
6th graders don't look like this though...

I've had "Love Story" by Taylor Swift stuck in my head for days. Help.

sunday's outfit. leggings- joyce leslie, shirt, vest, necklace & bag- h&m

Saturday's outfit- cardigan- AE, jeans- lucky

On saturday, I went to the mall and bought a shirt, VS undies, and a mothers day present. Then, me, my mom, and my sister went and got KFC (yummy) and went to borders and I started reading "Miles to Go", Miley Cyrus' autobiography. Its really interesting- I'm up to the part where she meets her first fans.

On sunday, we gave my mom the gift I bought (from me and carly)- an African spa set and candle from the body shop. Then we got lunch at applebees and went to see Earth (the movie). The actual movie was kind of boring, but it was all beautiful. Except for the elephant part where the land was dry and barren.

GOOD NEWS!!! I might be seeing Star Trek in IMAX!!!!!!!! hellllz yeah!!

here are some things that make me badass...

I ate this.

I tied this with my TONGUE!!

I look at the sun and I look in the mirror, I'm on the right track, yeah we're onto a winner!

I haven't blogged in a while. The only interesting things I've been doing lately are stalking ZQ (DVRing and watching every single interview he does for start trek), making videos, and doing homework.

I still have kind of a head cold, so I'm all congested and can barely hear because my head it clogged and can barely speak because my nose is clogged. that's ok- nobody noticed.

I picked up the guitar again today, and learned how to play "The Fear" by Lily Allen. Maybe I'll put up a video sometime soon.

I learned how to make a time lapse video, btw, so I did so.

G2G... Zack's gonna be on Jimmy Fallon in like 2 minutes!

<3333

SICK

Home sick today =\

I was really tired during a cappella today

and I got really nauseous

and then I fell asleep at 7 when I came home

(which is weird because I usually have sleeping problems

and cant fall asleep till like 1:30)

this morning my throat was hurting and my nose was stuffed

so I laid in bed all day drinking tea and watching all the gossip girl episodes I missed

now I'm doing my french homework. then I have law homework

and that will be all

I feel really gross =[

follow me through corridors and factories - franz ferdinand

I'm absolutely obsessed with http://www.plasticskyline.com/shop.php right now!

seriously, the clothes are amazing!

I found them through twitter- well, they found me.

I love it and I'm begging my dad to let me use his credit card.